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thinking of the weekend we were in love

Apr. 27th, 2009 | 01:45 pm

You watch him from a distance
You love to see him smile
You wish one day he might be yours
If only for a while

You wish that you could tell him
To have the strength to say,
“I love you and I wish that you
Could feel the same one day”

Your heart beats as he comes towards you
Only to walk on by
You try to tell yourself you don’t love him
Try to believe your lie…

You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray
That you could be together
Maybe if you could make him see
That you two could last forever...


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wednesday nights in black and white

Apr. 25th, 2009 | 04:52 pm
mood: pissed offpissed off








MTHFKING CLONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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city fog & brave dialogues

Apr. 20th, 2009 | 03:06 pm
mood: sadsad
music: Sugarush- Cash Cash

A son says to his father: 'Dad, would you be willingly to run a marathon with me?
Father, despite his age and a heart disease, says 'YES'.
And they run that marathon, together.

The son asks: 'Dad, can you run another marathon with me?'
Again father says 'YES'.
They run another marathon, together.

One day the son asks his father: Dad would please do the Iron Man with me?'
Now just in case you wouldn't know, 'The Iron Man' is the toughest triathlon
in existence; 2.4 mile swim, then 112 mile by bike, and finally another marathon
26.2 mile running, in one stroke.
Again father says 'YES'
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Video games ruined my life good thing i have 2 extra lives

Apr. 11th, 2009 | 11:38 am
mood: anxiousanxious
music: Gold Lion- Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Hello. Just wanna say that I really really really want that bag oh please oh please dont let someone get it first! Cause i dont know where else to get it except probably FarEast or some thrift shop. My chances are pretty slim cause she said to email her for quixquix replies but my cousin went to comment instead which is not entirely her fault cause i was also very very blur. Eh, but i already said i was willing to pay so i hope she will sell it to me! I also like the heather grey slouchy top, but im quite broke now after buying presents for a whole string of people (sucks when everyone's birthdays are so close to each other = $$$ fly) Have been browsing through many blogshops and i like alot of what i see, but i have decided to wait until my 'O's are over before spending cause i dont think i'd have much opportunities to go out (study study study) except for church and tuition which doesnt count. And I dont really dress up for church cause it starts at nine fucking thirty in the morning and i live in the east so i have to get up at the ungodly hour of 7am. On a sunday morning. And im like plfffffytguuhuhuhxxs so i just throw something on and slap on some face powder. Unless theres a special event. Then i'd put in a little more effort. So anywayz i really want the bag oh my goodness. I hope everyone who ordered backs out SO I CAN HAVE IT! *cackles* Cant bloody wait till my O's are over! I can shop and play and shop and play till my brains turn into dust. Speaking of 'O's my chinese O level oral/paper is just round the corner. I also have 5 chinese assignments to be handed up on Monday and i've not written squat. Excuse me while i let out a 500 decibel sigh.

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everybody's gonna love today love today love today

Apr. 4th, 2009 | 12:20 pm
mood: bouncybouncy
music: Silhouttes- Swimming With Dolphins

Renee/April birthday lunch @ T3
We watched Knowing at Century Sq after that, which was fantastic. Plus snacking on the freaking awesum oreo fudge cake which i called the chapalang fudge cake (hahaha). Very chocolatey, very nice but abit too jelat if you eat too much.
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Finally a picture of the four of us in home clothes. I realise all our group pictures are always in uniform. You know i used to be really proud of my uniform like in sec 1 and 2. In primary school, my uniform was a pinafore, so i was so eager to go to secondary school just so i could wear the 'two piece uniform.' Hahaha i loved it so much i even wore the tie out after school ended which is quite embarassing now that i think about it. No wonder everyone looked at me funny. Oh i was also an ah-lian during my sec one and early sec 2 years. My blouse was completely tucked out and my skirt was practically non existent...i typed like a twit, i camwhored like a twit...and i thought i was pretty bloody cool. In fact i thought i was the epitome of coolness. HAHA. Okay thank god i outgrew that stage. Probably influence from siuli in my late sec 2s. Haha speaking of sec 2 i remembered i grabbed this picture from April's com the last time i dropped by. (Click the cut, and see picture abv)

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I feel your finger on the trigger

Mar. 26th, 2009 | 10:00 pm
mood: tiredtired
music: Nothing Better -The Postal Service

Junkai summed up how i felt today in three words: Sibei shagged sia!  Haha wait, is 'sibei' counted as one or two words? Anyway, this was the most tiring week like ever! I watched this thai horror movie called Coming Soon, and i couldnt sleep that night. I woke up at around 2am, I though it was around 4am at first. I didnt dare to check the time on my phone cause i was afraid that the ghost's face would appear on it or something. Haha, yeh very stupid but I WAS DAMN SCARED. Then when i checked my phone i was like,  wtf! Its only 2am!!!! So i just stayed awake until 6. Then i woke up and got ready for school -.- I wanted to go home straight after that so i could catch up on my sleep, but i had to go to April's place to prepare Renee's birthday present. Then I had chinese tuition immediately after so i was SO FUCKING TIRED! Joel also introduced me to this game called Hotel 626 (www.hotel626.com) which was damn scary. I sleep on a mattress beside my mum's bed so i can always see the underside of the bed. Mmm and my imagination went wild. And so, i couldnt sleep that night either. ): And i kept wanting to go straight to sleep right after school for the next few days, but i had to keep staying back to make Renee's present (wed) and celebrate her birthday after school. Which is today!

Happy 16th Birthday Renee <3

And today i slept early, but my mum kept turning the lights on! DAMN ANNOYING! And as I am blogging, she is watching TV and constantly commenting on the show, like, "Omg look how fat he is!" "Wah so scary!" and telling me to watch this, watch that. Nothing wrong with that, but today i feel like a time bomb. Every little thing seems to be annoying me! I was supposed to do my SS essay but i couldnt concentrate CAUSE I FELT DAMN IRRITATED! And the worse thing is that i dont even know what's the problem. Probably lack of sleep. And I have chinese remedial after school tomorrow which makes me more annoyed the more i think about it. GAHHHHHH SO FUCKING ANNOYING! And i cant concentrate on typing this cause my mum has American Idol turned up and she keeps bloodly commenting and asking me to watch this/that! I DONT WANNA WATCH OKAY? SO STOP ASKING ME TO!!! FUCKKKK.  And i hate it when she asking me why i am always on the computer. I always study and complete my homework right after lunch if i dont take a nap, that's why i got so much free time in the night! It's just that you never come home in time to see me so my work/study so DONT BLOODY  ACCUSE ME OF BEING LAZY. It sucks to study the entire afternnon and get scolded in the evening for not studying when you actually did.  And when i use the computer, she keeps going like, what are you doing that is so important? Why must you blog today? Why you cannot continue tomorrow? The computer is always there, it wont run away blahblahblah. SHIT ITS SO ANNOYING. And the thing is i cant even 'ding zhui' (talk back) cause she's my mum. Plus i will get slapped for being imprudent. AH. I just realised that I have chinese tuition tomorrow night!!!!!! GAHIUDSDH63737USUI@$*)12ODJXL$%^DSKJDKLDLKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please God, let next week be a better one!  ):

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We Started Nothing

Mar. 25th, 2009 | 09:41 pm
mood: confusedconfused
music: Lollipop Luxury -Jeffree Star

Mmmhmm. I decided to shift to Livejournal. Just because! I was hesitating cause it means that i have to leave all my posts since primary 6 in blogger behind. Of course, i can still copy and paste the posts here and change the date, but i’m too lazy. So anyway, i was bugging a couple of people about what (domain?) name i should choose for this. I actually decided on weakdaysdotlivejournaldotcom at first but Siu and I agreed it wasn’t snappy enough. Her exact phrase: “It’s good…but it’s not right.” So anyway, I started throwing random urls at her: eklectique.wordpress, electrelane, barbiebeatdown, whokilledbarbie etc. Until I went all ” GAHHHH FATSTICK SKINNY STICK!!!!!” did Siuli come up with fatstickskinny. But i asked a couple of my friends for their opinion because i am extremely fickle. Plus I dont wanna keep changing my urls like i did with blogger. So anyway i was looking at Nicole’s photos, and one of them had the word ‘karmeliet’ in it (its a drink’s name i think. Like tequila.) and i thought it sounded nice (like Juliet!) so i took the ‘crue’ from AcidCrue and changed the ‘C’ to a ‘K’….and there you go. I am very relieved cause this name thing has been bothering me for a couple of days. Hahaha, minor things like these can bother me to no end…but if i had like a ton of homework and all of it were due the next day, I’d be like, hmm, i think i have a bit homework to do ho hum~

Oh speaking of homework! There are 217 more days to O levels! And 90+ more days to the chinese paper! Oh my goodness! *wringes hands* So nervous! You know, all those who have already taken the ‘O’s are like, ohhh it’s a piece of cake, but IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF CAKE! IT FEELS LIKE AN ENTIRE CAKE! (No, make that two cakes. Secret Recipe size.) Yeh, anyway i keep complaining about how nervous i am about O levels but….I havent really started revising yet :x Okay i really really hope this year would pass a teeny bit faster. CAUSE IT’S MOVING SO DARN SLOWLY!

Mmmkay this post shall end abruptly here. :D

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